Beauty
of the beast
Beauty of the beast
In the delineation
of somebody’s real life it is difficult to predict and how can anyone if
our
protagonist were a rape victim, a child of murdered parents, the mother of a
kidnapped
son, an individual infected with a fatal disease; my list is endless.
And with such a commotion
going on my mind, I met this girl, my friend, for the
first time. With a swift goodbye, she
separated from a guy and then turned
towards the side facing me; few tiny droplets were
emerging from her really
sore eyes and quickly tricking across her cheek thus creating route
for new
ones. I was perplexed. When closer, I asked her, “Something wrong?”
My sudden
interrogation may have startled her for she tottered, regained her balance and
spoke, “We had been together for years and landed up for our degree in the same
place too.
But suddenly he has started feeling he is better off without me. He doesn't want to be with me
anymore”.
”Is that even a
reason?” I continued, “Hit him on the face, will u? It’s unfair”.
She shot a weak
smile and spoke, “It just taught me not to let people easily in my life. Love
is a
lovely thing. If it for me, I’m certain to find the right person. ” I
frowned.
Later that month I
discovered the girl was brought up solely up by her widowed mother. “My
father
was a noble person, left for heaven. My mother could have never figured out how
strong
she was until I became her responsibility. She became an inspiration
later, for the women of my
place, who think they are vulnerable and repressed.
Everything happens for a reason, you
see.”
One day when she
was sick, “What can this good for? “I inquired.
She murmured, “Well
the effects of my antibiotics shall last this month so I can give my exams
without any fear of viruses.” I laughed my head off. She was right.
When there was a
power cut the night before our exams, for her it meant, it is an indication to
be sincere and be prepared for exams early and not wait till the last moment.
That night was
meant to be to be spent resting.
“How about devising
strategies for surviving tonight?” I interrupted, “Oh!” and with the wicked
smirk, she withdrew several candles from her drawer, “Reward for being ordered
to leave work
late during Diwali.” We survived the night.
Another day she
entered class with a fresh set of bruises and casually stated that she was
inches close to being hit by a car but luck was on her side. In fact, it was a
good day for the
driver as he slowed down was saved from colliding with another
vehicle with no horns!
“And this contusion
is a blessing, of course.” I said in a sardonic tone. “Aren't u ever tired?” I
finally asked.
She was silent but
she knew. I didn't elucidate. “I don’t want to be, ever, and I am thankful such
a state never arose. I don’t want to regret and feel sorry. Nobody has a
perfect life. I make it
and control it when it goes astray and if I am unable,
I go along with it and greet those
impediments like they happened for a reason,
the answer to which I shall uncover sooner. Only
death, luck and loss are
beyond man’s control. Crying makes nothing easier. So, why don’t I,
you, make
the most that is present, which we have? It’s a pity people take their
lives away
because they know living is more difficult. The times I fail, I cherish
my hard work behind it.
When I lose something, I am content that somebody else,
too, must be in need for it and shall
make a better use of it. The nights I am
groaning with pain every month, the kind a girl has to
go through since her
puberty, confronts me with the fact that I am capable of giving life. It is a
gift. This thought gives me the strength to endure it. Every pain, every
struggle has a positive
face hidden somewhere. All we need to do is just reach
for it.”
She left. I came to
present. I rang Dad. I apologized for being rude the other day when he said
he
would be too busy to come and see me graduate. He understood. He always does.
The sun
was beaming brightly above the water in the lake where my eyes drifted
now. It looked like a
sheath of myriad diamonds was strewn over it. It was
indeed a beautiful day!
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